34 Weeks

I'm doing it early this week are you so proud of me?

Holy cow guys, it's coming down to the last leg! I'm going crazy! I'm both crazy impatient for the next month and a week or so to go by, but i'm starting to get kinda super scared! I'm going to be a mom! With a baby I have to take care of, and my life will never ever be the same! I mean we knew that going into everything, and we've known it the whole time, but really it seemed like it'd never ACTUALLY happen. HOLY cow you guys...... you're going to all be great friends and say I will be, but what if I'm not a good mom! ugh. terrified.

Drew's been working like crazy and I miss him but It's all for a good cause, so I can stay home with my adorable baby boy as long as possible. I decided I"m going to go back to jitters for at least one day a week just to get out of the house after a few months, but besides that let's pray that I can stay home. I don't want to miss all the wonderful little things in his life. 

This Little man is so not little anymore, I feel like a baby because when he hits certain areas on my pelvic bone (or should I say inside the left pelvic bone) it hurts like mad, and on my ribs it really honestly makes me jump in pain. I still love to feel him moving but man that goober hurts :) I got to hold little Sam Baggaley a few days ago and I sware he could sense her because he was dead asleep and the second that little girl got in my arms he was flippin out! either he wants to get out and be with his cute future girlfriend/wife, or he is going to be a bully and pick on her. I personally think they'll be meant to be ha ha ha but that'd be the most fun thing ever :) 

I'm weighing in at 138 or 137... geeze i feel fat. But I asked for it didn't I? 

Our little munchkin is about 18 inches long give or take a bit and right around 4 3/4 to 5 lbs, holy flipping cow. (around the weight of a cantaloupe)

he's gaining and gaining and it's all fat! the little fatty ;) His skin is smoothing out super well and he's smoother than ever. His lungs keep developing at rapid rates trying super hard to be ready for when he pops out :) he's also getting smarter and has a good ability to remember so he can react to simple songs he's familiar with which i have a little story about :) 

The other night he woke me up because he was seriously thrashing around like crazy and wouldn't stop, wouldn't calm down, and I got so desperate for sleep I just started singing to him, a few songs I've sung before and primary songs, I'm serious he calmed right down and I ended up singing myself to sleep as well as him :) I love my little boy. 

and here's the cantaloupe