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I went to the doctor yesterday... Apparently I'm starting to progress only a tiny bit which is common but then you look at the numbers of how long I have left and I start to get gut wrentchingly nervous.it's a little because of the unknown of labor, but mostly because I realize I'm actually going to be responsible for my baby instead of just talking about it. I know you all will say I'm going to be a good mom because you're all very sweet, but seriously I'm so scared! Ugh. I hate being scared off something I have no control over!