Paranoia or Preminition?

I have been freaking out for a while now. It's more of a constant Paranoia or bad feeling I keep getting. I don't know what it is but I just get so scared when I talk to people I love. I have this horrible sense of impending doom... I sound so down and it really is fine but every time I say goodbye to someone I love I make sure it's a quality goodbye. The thing is, the source of my worry isn't for myself. It has just been striking me lately how easy it is for people to die, and I don't want to be one of those people who regret the last time I saw anyone. I hope it's just paranoia, but if not, at least I'm taking care to love everyone and try to show my love. So you, I love you. whoever you are. whether you are one of my closest friends, someone who just wants to keep tabs on my life, or someone I've never met. I love you. :) just know that.