to all you crazies out there who do not have babies for like 5 years after you get married
or go 6 years between having kids.
how do you do it?
I've been itching for baby number 2 since porter was brand new.
I kept thinking "I want to do it all again!"
I kept thinking "I want to do it all again!"
but see. we can't. we're poor but we still get some spending money.
if we were to have baby 2 right now we'd go bankrupt.
and plus I'm having so much fun just loving on my little porter guy all by himself.
I don't really want another baby
I want to be prego again.
which is crazy.
because it's really only awesome part of the time and you know that whole back thing I have...
so that's my question
how to I make myself chill out?
just daily tell myself it's not time and remind myself how hard it would be and how my time with baby porter would be strained or cut down.
I don't get it.
why am I so crazy??? I've always been like this too. I always make rash decisions because I want the immediate and don't think about the long term
that's why I started trying for my porter bug after 2 months of marriage. you heard me.
blegh.
someone bring me a newborn and let me hold it.
i need to cuddle something small to satisfy my craving.
I'm not planning on waiting 5 years to have a baby, but I have the same baby hunger problem that you do! I want one, but know we can't afford one right now. I just have to keep telling myself to wait a little longer so that we are at least a little bit more financially secure. It stinks.
ReplyDeleteHi my name is jessie Shelton, my husband served a mission with your husband...and i looooooove your wordssssss..and i find myself in the same situation....my baby girl was born on Sept 8th and im itching too.... i can`t hear newborn babies cry that makes me miss that little baby cry soo bad,i think if you hold them is going to make you want another one waay more than you already do!!!
ReplyDeleteJace and i have been married for almost 2 years now and have been trying for a baby for 18 months. I can understand your wanting another one...but just remember how blessed you are to have porter!!!
ReplyDeletealso, tawny is going to have TWINS this week...thats TWO newborns for you to hold...
xoxo
andrea
One word babe.. Money. Just kidding. We know money isn't everything but we would like to have a few things in order before we have babies. This doesn't mean I dont cry my self to sleep every other month because my uterus beggggs for babies. We have been married for 3 years and it takes 9 months to have a baby so we will probably end up making it to 5 years! Crazy! I will be the first to get married and the last to have a baby:(
ReplyDeleteYou make cute babies though! You need more!
Love,
Jordan
I have the SAME question. Only mine is kinda worse because so far I haven't been able to become pregnant. I feel like it will happen. I do. But I cannot shut off my desire to be a mom. I think about it constantly. I've become a lot tougher though. And somehow more hopeful. Don't ask me to explain it. So if you figure out a way to quit thinking about it, let me know. Meanwhile... take Andrea's advice. I'm sure you already do though. Who couldn't love your CUTE boy?
ReplyDelete-Sascha